Another delay –
It’s pouring in Baltimore!
Think of Halifax.
Think of Halifax.
ATL to PVR (Puerto Vallarta)
So, had to walk first
To another terminal.
Seems it’s ALL Delta!
Given a new seat.
Was 24D on aisle?
30A window.
PVR Luggage (Fear)
In Mexico now,
Missing luggage on my mind.
Then, lo! There it is!
90 Minute VAN ride
to Mar de Jade (Norte)
Drivers seeking fares!
So many wanting pesos!
Finally, Julian.
Holding a small printed sign
With my name: KAY WEEKS
On the road with Julian (Van Driver)
My Father’s name, too,
He pointed to pink blossoms,
Said “Primavera.” (our Magnolia)
He showed me a tree
And then called it “Barota.”
Hard wood; makes tables. (Also, this Palapa)
ARRIVE Mar de Jade Room 11
Lunch
Lunch
It’s hard to describe
What it feels like to be here;
Sat alone and stared.
Alone in this room,
Unpacked, thought of Alison, (AKA “kin” in my journal)
And fell fast asleep.
Dinner & Community
Met “Kim” going down the stairs.
Sat with others; talked.
One was named “Nimmi,”
A lawyer in Canada.
Has such a bright smile!
3.25.12 (Sunday Arrival/Waiting)
No light yet, writing –
It’s all that ocean, pounding.
I want some coffee.
Thinking of home now
And my two cats, wondering:
“Is it SPAIN again?”
Text Message to Friend, Not Sent
Here in Paradise,
Ocean sound, birds, so sleepy
To be me at last.
No Coffee/Yoga
Coffee time is now,
But nothing happening –
Domingo, maybe?
Your body will tell
You what it wants you to do –
Said NO to Yoga.
Said NO to Yoga.
Earlier, the birds
Were saying “Ready! Ready!”
Black and bright yellow!
Waiting for my kin
Puts me to sleep with that need.
She’s here, and it’s gone.
This green sea delights!
Roaring, pounding all night long –
It keeps me asleep.
Birds, Cats, Rhythms
Repeated rhythm:
Coffee, walk, and read.
What more could I want?
I think of them all. (My Nia Dancer friends)
No obsession; memory!
A good balance, yes?
Calling from palm to palm –
Small, black, bright yellow.
“Readies,” to crows, to frigates –
the latter, silent.
The lithe orange cat-god
Is chasing a “spirit fruit,” (Kiwi)
Then brings it to me.
Poem and Watercolor Sketch
A major search now –
“Pegamento en barra,” (glue stick)
The front desk has it.
Finally finished poem;
Went to bed early.
3.27.12 Monday Pain
Horrible gut pains,
And the pollen is high too.
Don’t want to complain.
My kin is working –
Computer: Sun/up/Sun down.
We both love the sea.
From the balcony,
Cloudy with little light now –
What more could I ask?
The midges are out!
Those “Ready Birds” asking us:
How will your day be?
How silly to ask!
Don’t have to DO anything!
Why am I wanting?
Sexual season –
Iguanas copulating!
Love is in the air!
How odd of me
To take note of these couplings:
I'll switch to pink clouds.
This is a jungle,
And called ‘jungle by the sea.’
The birds delight me!
The kin taking yoga;
I would last twenty minutes,
So write Senryu.
I’m a stilled runner
Who wants to fly again, NOW!
Run barefoot on sand.
Remembering plane –
She says “Poncho inside-out.
Label is showing.”
I label things too –
Those “Ready Birds,” for instance.
They own the palm trees.
Massage is so nice,
Up there with alligator!
Then, I descended.
Walked to Chacala.
Kin bought some dangling earrings;
I bought a purse.
Counting money now.
My wallet is a jumble!
Pesos, Euros, all!
Getting well today.
Tell my stomach to "F___off!"
No, it wants gentle.
Yes, I need to be questing.
Want to NAME those birds.
Probably my hearing aid!
Take a walk, Stupid!
Hear the bird’s voices –
A pleasant cacophony:
Vie for position.
Walked to town again –
A ring for my friend this time –
Necklace for the kin.
3.29 Wednesday: Introspective
Watching a runner
Doing “repeats” on the sand –
I hate sitting still!
Got to lose ten years
And the same number of pounds –
Rhythm of the road.
At yoga, poem.
I really pushed to do this –
Now, I’m having doubts.
Most of the time here
Has been about fighting pain.
I eat the brown rice.
The dance studio –
With a yoga energy.
I read my poem.
3.29 Thursday: Summarizing
It is now Thursday
And so sadness will set in.
It already has.
Just beginning to relax.
Then, it’s all over.
Observing
Elusive green sea!
I get the camera out,
And you turn to blue!
Thinking Again
I prefer dancing
Over staring at the sea:
You question yourself.
Not all FUN this time,
But more important, I think,
To handle “alone.”
I deny the palms
As a tropical cliché.
Soon, they will haunt me.
Palm shadows on sand
Doing their solo dances,
Waving graceful hands.
Understanding & Peace.
That’s the way it is:
Takes awhile to get it right.
Then, it’s time to go.
3.30 Friday,
Early Morning Goodbye
Kin is leaving soon.
Comfort making her bed now –
Soon, alone again.
The gut is better,
And it BETTER be, for sure.
I leave tomorrow.
The room seems empty.
That van left awhile ago.
I’m almost packed now.
Walked toward Chacala.
Her energy still here,
With the fish key-chain.
It’s totally gone.
Lingered awhile, not now.
That KIN ENERGY!
Yes, it’s here so soon.
Talking about NEXT year.
But we can’t predict.
Painting for Edith.
I’m keeping the Buddha-face.
His smile is blissful.
Nap
I wake to flowers
With some Spanish-chatter too!
It is all lovely!
Hard to believe it –
Only a few more hours here.
New families arrive.
Hard boiled, from my salad.
I leave the lettuce.
But the fear remains.
Paid the bill early,
To avoid a “rush,” later.
I leave at 5:00 a.m.
One last glass of wine,
Blanc de Blancs - poured each day by
Smiling Javier!
3.31 Saturday:
Back to PVR Going Home!
Back to PVR Going Home!
Green sea, you kept me
Awake ALL night with your joy.
On my way home now.
Only one goodbye:
My cat-friend, Gowa, was there.
We talked a minute.
Ninety-minute cab
Included scary passing,
But not on the curves.
Mexico City Airport to ATL
Horrible food day –
Turkey-on-white, candy bar!
But the gut likes it.
Gate changes prevail,
With a lot of fast walking –
Finally, lift off.
ATLANTA Evening
Thought it was over –
Long passport line and customs –
Missed my connection.
COMFORT INN Night
Delta made it up –
Free shuttle, room, and food chits.
They made me peaceful.
Not like Mar de Jade,
But better for re-entry:
I dropped back to earth.
4.1. Sunday, Atlanta Airport (ATL)
I’m thinking of G. Chaucer:
“Whan that Aprille…”
On the final leg,
Back to home, cat fur, litter.
I’m ready to scoop!
Do you think it’s true?
The universe protects us?
I look at Buddha.
Put the pen away and live!
Adventurous me.
Adventurous me.
Adios! Hola Ellicott City!
* End Notes.
First, since the title of this feature is Under the Palapa, here is brief information from the Oxford Dictionary web site.
Palapa Pronunciation:/pəˈlapə/ Noun
I received this e-mail from Angelica Del Valle, about the cat I had called Gowa. "The orange cat's name is Jova--he showed up at Mar de Jade on the day that a hurricane was supposed to hit us, although it never reached Chacala. The hurricane's name was Jova; hence the name." So: GOWA, the cat. Should be JOVA. FIDEL, the gray cat, is the correct name.
Yellow-winged Cacique (Bird I called “The Ready Bird”) Native to Mexico, the Yellow-winged Cacique are beautiful and very abundant blackbirds that live on the edge of the jungle in solitary nests or in small colonies in Jalisco, Nayarit, Guerrero, Michoacán, Oaxaca, Sinaloa and Sonora. Named for the bright yellow feathers that adorn their brilliant black bodies, Yellow-winged Cacique build bag-like nests that are up to 30 inches long, which can be seen in the middle or the upper parts of the trees.
A thought about the Ready Bird: It was the first sound every morning, other than sound of those ocean waves, continuous and relaxing. I looked up into a palm and could see the bird puffing up its little body to produce the sound that was undeniably "READY! and again, READY!" The one time I actually saw the bird out of a tree, I saw two of them, courting--and then some--mid.flight. March at Mar de Jade is love time!
Wine: Blanc de Blancs turns out to be the distributor's name, not a variety of wine. I tried to find it, but no luck. Now, I have given up, and will have to go back, for sure!
Finally, even in this earthly paradise by the sea, I was not in the moment--and in my heart--the entire time, as a close friend suggested I try to do, prior to my departure from Ellicott City, Maryland. But, for me, one looks out at the sea, and comes back to self...or selves with all that enticing chemistry!
But, if you were to ask me now, I would probably not say that. I would tell you it was pure, unadulterated joy...and the stomach ache was just to make the tale more palatable, for everyone who reads it.
Kay Weeks & Margaret Scott
On Friday the 13th, April, 2012
4 comments:
Beautiful journal, Kay. So sorry for your stomach troubles. I hope the beautiful views made your pain bearable.
Kay, your words, as always, paint vivid pictures! And Margaret's illustrations are magic! Fine artists make it all look easy, as do you and Margaret, with minimal words and lines. - - - Just lovely!
Wonderful prose from my favorite globe trotter!
Olivia Rivera
UCR
Glad you had a great time...
Bob Fitzpatrick
San Diego, CA
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